You say that Im perfect, but still that isn't enough. I am not good enough for you and apparently never will be. Good looks are useless if you can't be loved by the one you trully love. I don't want to be just another picture, someone who will eventually disappear from your life, and whose name will become meaningless to you in a near future. I want to be THE one for you, that person that becomes the most important factor. That special person which you remeber of every minute of the day. The one that you want to be with and spend the rest of your life with, no matter what else.

It isn't enough to spend some nights together and then act like nothing ever happened. That's why Im telling you happy apologies for loving you, for thinking, at least for a scarry moment that something wonderful could have happened to us. For having loved you in secret for so long. I will let the tears fall so they can help me to wash all those good memories I have with you, the ones that will never happen again.
Finally, happy apologies for being so naive of thinking that you might read this and even reconsider the word "us"